These things I know for sure: I’m just shy of 21. I’m finishing up at University of California Riverside with only faint career ideas in my head. Right now, I feel like I need to experience and learn more about life before I dive into a full-on career. Sometimes this excites and calms me, other times I worry about being so undirected.
I can tell I am beginning to grow in wisdom and away from childish thoughts, although how far I’ve come I don’t know. Sometimes I my mind allows and keeps childish thoughts about wishing things were more fair or different than they really are, rather than accepting what things are and either being calm about them or driven to change them.
Anyways. I love talking and being with people who are raw with themselves as well as kind to others. I’ve begun cooking, and love the community feel it can bring. Real community is precious. I love eating too, of course, so that helps.
I grew up playing classical piano, but now I’m trying break free from my sheet-music-blinders to learn more about jazz and theory and how songs are actually created. It is my new journey, not sure how It’ll go.